Early morning musing.

As I flick the ladybug off the counter I've been thinking about the winter. It's a great time for me. Something I'd like to do more of. Perhaps even all year. But as I've been trying to pursue a gig in New Zealand and getting more and more info. I get more and more freaked out by it. 1. not much money 2. no housing. That tends to freak me out. I'm at the tipping point right now. Should I go or should I stay. If I don't I'll regret it forever.